This blog was created in 2006 experimentally but found the voice and soul through a person whom i met and who touched me in many ways. The journey was as beautiful as heavens could have promised. The blog sang songs of her, celebrated her and was a tribute to her.
Its an epoch moment when a 100% perfect person walks into your life and transforms you. Through this blog i have met friends and fellow blogger/poets/intellectuals. It has achieved on a scale what i could never expect it to achieve. The love of the readers who commented and waited for next poem. Often sending me mails to update.
For that point of life blogging gave me a voice, a confidence, a sense of building something and sustaining it. It has saved me from losing my sanity but most importantly it provided as an outlet for all the songs and poetry i could sing for her. ( which almost always fell short)
Alas as destiny would have it the road for us led to different paths and when everything seemed perfect life had other plans for us and the pleasure gave way to pain. The love became the loss. The happy memories became tormentors.
This Blog was dedicated to her though in the archives you'll not find her songs there anymore. The blog without her is just words. Empty hollow words. And when the slightest hope in my heart was crushed i knew what i had to do. Lay this blog in the coffin. This was for you and for you alone.
I found a voice through that love and after losing that voice i find it hard to put 5 words together to make sense. It has been quite a journey if you are still out there reading this. The last post. The path ahead is dark and goes deep in the woods. Where will it take me? I don't know. Let's go exploring.